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Philophobia is really getting on my nerves...

Wed Oct 21, 2009, 3:44 PM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: The Sun is Often Out - Patrick Wolf
  • Reading: Text Messages
  • Watching: The Screen
  • Eating: sandwitch
  • Drinking: smoothie
Philophobia(i believe thats how its spelled) - The fear of falling in love or being in love

Yes, i have a phobia.
In fact, I have about three phobias. This is just the one that is making a bigger impact on my life at the moment.

Sorry I must always bother you all with my problems, but MySpace and FaceBook are too... public.
At least I dont know anyone that reads my stuff...
at least... i hope not...

Anyway, Philophobia has caused people to turn into something, other people to do stuff about that something, and one people to feel bad about that something.
In otherwords (and in simpler terms) Philophobia has caused Josh to break up with me.
Well, technically, its caused Josh to tell Matt to break up with me for him...
I didnt think much of this at first, but this morning when Nick asked me if I was okay, and I told him the story, man did he get pissed.
"Fuck that bitch!" are nicks exact words... "That bitch shouldnt get his best friend to break up with his girlfreind for him!"
and thats when I realized how close drumline was...

anyway, yeah. just thought id say some stuff... cause i was getting real bored of the last journal.

but now all thats left to do is figure out WHY he broke up with me... wont this be fun...?
At least Trey and Tom are here for me ;D

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HI IM SARA
and....
yea thats it.
Toodles! :)

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:iconjukeboxjive:
Thanks for the fave :)

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:iconjunkyshtan:
sad journal, but you are lucky. think about other people that are too numb even too fall in love :| I recently broke up with my boyfriend too last month. We were togheter for 2 years. It's still very hard for me....
I feel I can't fall in love, or feel any atraction for anyone else anymore.... :(
In your case,It will be ok.... The guy probably didn't deserve you :P Just wave and smile! :)



Thanks for the fav :) keep in touch

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:iconradioactivepiranhas:
yeah, same thing happened to me a while back, and I was hoping Josh could help me get over the boy I had dated before, but hey. This kind of stuff is a way of life, right? We just have to deal!

and not a problem at all, dear! I just love your photographs! :)

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:iconradioactivepiranhas:
not a problem, dear! :D

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:iconmindlesspuppettoy:
thanks for the :+fav: ^^

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:iconradioactivepiranhas:
not a problem at all! :D

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:iconmindlesspuppettoy:
:) Mind if we add each other??

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Jesus is my savior <3

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:iconradioactivepiranhas:
oh sure not at all :)

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:iconmindlesspuppettoy:
:D cool. thanks.

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Jesus is my savior <3

Crazy writer!!

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